How did we get here?
Scratch that. It really doesn't even matter anymore. The fact is, here we are.
I'll use this to anonymously chronicle this journey--our very last chance with IVF. I won't use my real name or any other identifying information. I won't post pictures. This blog must remain anonymous, so do not share it with anyone who will "bust me." I just can't take that. If you know who I am in real life, keep it under wraps. Please. If you comment and use my real name or something else identifiable, I'll delete it. Geez I sound like a real biyatch don't I? Sorry. Those of you who struggle with IF, who struggle with how long to keep going down this road, who struggle with explaining yourself, justifying your reasons for continuing this pursuit even when the odds aren't great--well, you get why I have to stay quiet on the home front.
I just need this place so much. You all know why.
Support is essential.
More to come. Of this, you can be sure!
3 years ago